I have prided myself on my honesty on this blog. It’s what I do, it’s who I am, it’s what I expect from others. But I feel like lately, I have found myself using a filter. Which is completely unlike me and out of character. It wasn’t a conscious choice, it was one of those things where I knew people might be looking at the blog for opportunities and so I subconsciously tried to write for an audience.
Look, I love that you people read my verbal diarrhea and Mommy brain spouts but if I am trying to filter, its not me.It’s not as real as I want it to be, as I am. I feel like you people can tell it. You can feel that I am holding something back. I feel that my writing is suffering. So, from now on, I am consciously removing the filter.
I’m not talking about explicit language ( any more than usual) or graphic photos ( Jeez, it is still a Mommy blog after all) but I don’t want to worry about a bottom line. I want get back to why I started this blog, to share my experiences, to write and to gain a community built on truth, honesty and sisterhood through motherhood.
I hope you’ll stick around.Sorry I’ve been such a douche canoe lately .Life’s been piling some shit on my plate and I’ve been wading through the murky waters of life trying to figure out how to deal with it all. I’m back now; without the filter!Happy Mothering! Pass it on:)