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How to Survive Your Child’s Leukemia Diagnosis

by Deborah Cruz

My nephew was diagnosed with Leukemia at 2-years-old. I don’t normally share this story because it’s not my story to share but today, it’s time to speak the words.

“My nephew had leukemia.”

To be honest, I’ve been too afraid to say the words out loud like somehow the words themselves might give the leukemia power and bring the blood cancer fates down on us again.

As a mother, one of my biggest fears is losing one of my children. I often say that I don’t know how I would survive it but the truth is, I know exactly how one survives it. I just don’t ever want to have to.

In 1996, a decade before I was a mother, myself, I was an aunt. Yes, I was that crazy, (probably) over doting, obnoxious aunt to my first nephew, Alex. I’m serious, I had his baby pictures on my nightstand. It scared many of a date when I was single.

I come from a large Latino family and, in our family, family is everything. Mi casa es su casa. What’s mine is yours and we love each other’s children as much as we love our own so baby Alex was fair game as far as all of us were concerned. Alex was the pride and joy of my brother, Carlos and his wife, Jodie. Alex was the first of the next generation of the Cruz kids and we loved that kid more than a fat kid loves cake. If only love could make you immune to the cruelties of the world.

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When Alex was only 2-years-old the unthinkable happened, Alex was diagnosed with T-Cell A.L.L (Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia).

With that diagnosis of leukemia, as a family, our world crashed down all around us. The world as we knew it ceased to make sense. I questioned everything I’d ever believed or knew because how could this be happening to a child.

I wasn’t a mother myself at the time so I couldn’t fully understand what that diagnosis felt like as a parent. Hearing my brother’s voice on the phone, hundreds of miles away, with no family around; the pain and anguish in his voice was palpable when he delivered the news. I knew he was broken but he was stoic for his son.

I hung up the phone and sobbed, cursed and prayed. I couldn’t wrap my mind around what was happening. I just knew that this couldn’t be happening. That moment changed all of us. In many ways, it has defined the person I am today.

Experiencing that kind of vulnerability and helplessness makes you realize that every single day is important. Every moment counts. Every word, deed and action of your life means something because your moment may be someone else’s lifetime so embrace life.

Life is fickle and just as quickly as you are crying tears of joy as they are laying your precious newborn baby onto your chest, you can be holding back tears of sadness as you fight for their life. Cancer doesn’t discriminate. It doesn’t care if you are someone’s everything.

My brother and his wife are two of the strongest people I know. When you are a parent of a seriously ill child, you lose the luxury of choosing to collapse in a pool of snot and tears when the world beats you down, you just have to suck it up and be strong for your children no matter how broken and vulnerable you are feeling yourself. Once you get behind closed doors, you can collapse, cry, scream and rage against the world.

You have to be brave for the both of you. You stay strong for your child until you make it out the other side; healthy and happy. My brother and his wife are still two of the strongest people that I’ve ever known.

Back in those days, I was terrified every time the phone rang when I saw North Carolina on the caller I.D. On one particular night, I saw my brother’s number. I held my breath and answered the phone, as I always did in those days. My brother recounted the day’s events, heavily uttering the words that he had to lay across his toddler to hold him down so the doctors could do a spinal tap as my confused 2-year-old nephew screamed,

“I hate you, Papi!”

I could hear my brother’s voice cracking as his heart was breaking.

That’s cancer. Doing the hard things to save your loved one even when it breaks your heart. Watching as the person you love is in pain, wanting desperately to take their place and being helpless to take it away.

This all happened when Carlos was only 22-years-old. My brother and his wife survived Alex’s leukemia with grace, love and hope. Thanks to so many amazing people (doctors, nurses, family and friends) including Wake Forest Baptist Medical Hospital and Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. They went on to have 3 more beautiful children.

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Alex went into remission and has not had any relapses. Today, my beautiful nephew, the firstborn Cruz grandchild is a 21-year-old sweet, caring young man. He is our miracle. He is a survivor and we are blessed every single day that we have him here with us. Other families are not so fortunate.

Since then, my brother and his family have hosted countless events to raise money for the Leukemia and Lymphoma society. It’s the one charity that I never say no to when asked it donate. How can we ever repay the debt of a child’s life?

This year my brother was nominated for the honor of being The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society’s (LLS) 2017 Man & Woman of the Year campaign. He deserves it. He is a devoted husband and father who is a pillar of the community and does his best to give back to a world that gave him his son back.

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As a family, we have set a goal to raise $100,000 for The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society between today and June 1, 2017. I know it’s ambitious but that’s how we Cruz kids roll. We go big, especially when it’s such an important cause.

I am humbly asking for your support in our efforts to help the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society in its mission to find a cure for blood cancers and to assist patients and families as they battle this disease. No donation is too small or too large. Every single dollar counts towards finding a cure. Your donation could help save another parent from having to live through this excruciating experience.

There are two easy ways to help the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society find a cure:


  1. Make a personal gift. (Your donation is a tax-deductible contribution.). Go to my Leukemia and Lymphoma Society campaign Web site and make your contribution at https://www.mwoy.org/pages/in/neindiana17/dbeckp


  1. Invite your business or organization to be a corporate sponsor.

$25,000 – Presenting Sponsor

$ 15,000 – Platinum

$ 10,000 – Gold

$ 5,000 – Silver

$ 2,500 – Bronze

$ 1,000 – Bronze

$1,000, $500 or $250 – Grand Finale Program Ad

I want to personally say thank you from all of us; it truly means everything to us.If you want to learn more about what the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society is doing please go here for latest updates.

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If you can donate to help us meet our goal of raising $100,000 by June 1, 2017 for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society please go here and donate whatever you can.

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Joely Smith 2017/03/23 - 5:09 pm

I let out a giant SIGH because I know exactly how this feels. While it was not Leukemia that my child was diagnosed with it was a serious disease. Two of them actually. With that said I know the anguish of which you speak! As far as we have come with science and medicine we still fight so many horrible diseases. I am SO happy that he is healthy today and doing well!

Stacie @ Divine Lifestyle 2017/03/23 - 6:17 pm

Oh my God, that is so terrifying to me. Thankfully, I’ve never been through anything like this, and I hope I never will. I’m so glad he’s healthy now!

Sarah Bailey 2017/03/23 - 6:21 pm

Oh my goodness this must be like the hardest thing to be told, I couldn’t imagine what it is like to go through 🙁 thank y ou for sharing such an emotional tale.

Vera Sweeney 2017/03/23 - 6:32 pm

Thank you so much for sharing this story with all of us. I’m so glad to see he’s doing well. I need to help with the cause. Thank you for sharing this information.

Destany 2017/03/23 - 8:19 pm

What a horrible thing to have to go through. My heart goes out to your family that you had to deal with it – and to all the families still dealing with it.

Kelly Hutchinson 2017/03/23 - 8:26 pm

I could not imagine how scary this must have been for your family. I love that you are working to raise money for this cause. And of course glad Alex is in remission and all is well.

My Teen Guide 2017/03/24 - 2:40 am

I’m really glad that Alex is better now! Leukemia is a serious issue and you’re so blessed because you love helping and raising this cause. Will spread this too.

Victoria Heckstall 2017/03/24 - 2:44 am

That was horrible for you, I can’t imagine that this can be happen in one of my family members, I will help you to spread this cause by sharing this

uprunforlife 2017/03/24 - 2:43 pm

I couldn’t imagine my child getting a diagnosis like this as their mom. I do have a special needs child and it was scary when I was young. But I did the best that I could to make sure that she was given opportunities to get the proper medical intervention. Now that I have my own major health problems, things are scary. It is amazing that her survived it and that he has a loving family.

pinkoddy 2017/03/24 - 5:49 pm

I am so glad he was ok in the end but what a hard time for your family. You are all so remarkable giving back to help others.

Emma Spellman 2017/03/25 - 1:22 am

What a blessing that Alex survived. I was so worried when I was reading it that it wasn’t going to have a happy ending. I hope you meet your fund raising goals!

Aduke @ Aduke Schulist 2017/03/26 - 5:47 pm

I can’t imagine my child having cancer. It’s such a scary thing. I’m glad your nephew is okay now though.

Tiffany Hathorn 2017/03/27 - 2:23 am

Cancer terrifies me. I lost my grandfather, an uncle, and some friends to it. I can’t even imagine. Glad that your nephew is healthy now, though, and that you are raising money for the cause.

Deborah Cruz 2017/03/27 - 9:43 pm

Thank you for your kind words! My family has always been dedicated to raising money and awareness for this cause and it is my honor to be able to have my nephew here to honor. I am so sorry for your losses. Cancer is a terrible, undiscriminating a-hole.

Jenny 2017/03/27 - 12:07 pm

That is amazing. I am so glad he fought through it. I don’t know what I’d do if my child was diagnosed. So so heartbreaking.

Deborah Cruz 2017/03/27 - 9:41 pm

It feels like a miracle. I hope you never have to find out what it feels like. I wish no other family ever had to go through this ever again.

Shannon Gurnee 2017/03/27 - 3:32 pm

This sounds like it was a terrifying and emotional time for everyone. Thank goodness he’s better now. This is a great thing you’re doing.

Deborah Cruz 2017/03/27 - 9:38 pm

Thank you. It was terrifying and I hate the thought of any other parent, family ever going through this ever again.

CourtneyLynne 2017/03/27 - 3:49 pm

Omg I just love hearing stories like
This with happy endings!!! What a fighter he was!!!

Deborah Cruz 2017/03/27 - 9:37 pm

Yes, he was a tough little guy. I am so glad it all ended the way it did.

rika 2017/03/29 - 3:46 am

So glad that he is doing well. Cancer is horrible,… no family should go through this 🙁

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